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| lol xanga... I can't beleive i remembered my password. I can't explain everything hat has changed since the last time i wrote on this. I am a totally different person but at the same time the same. I've lost the most important person in my life and didn't handle it very well. i've screwed up but at the same time done so much growing up in the past two years. I get on here and see all my blogs about church camp and church softball and being with cass, it makes me see how AWESOME i had it. The one thing i've learned since everything has happened is appreciate what you have right now. I know i didn't and i would apologize to every single person i took advantage of if i could. especially... well you know. i've decided to start doing that tho... appreciating everything and everyone. right now i might not have alot and might not be as happy as i was (actually not even close. lol) but i do have things to be grateful for. i have a relationship back with my god which feels great. i'm living with the best woman in the world... gammy. :) me and my mom have a great relationship and come this fall i'm getting back in school. I am so excited to see what god has in store for me in the future. hopefully a coaching job and teaching at a great school, a girl that i can treat like she deserves to be treated, and great friends. I don't know why i did this tonight, i guess i just felt like telling someone or something how i felt. the best feeling in the world is knowing what you got right now... but the worst feeling is realizing what you had. I was thinking about you the whole time i was writing this. :) | | |
| I think I'm done with xanga. I got a lot goin on and I think that this xanga thing is to slow for my fast paced life. I just dont ever check it. So if you would, say your goodbye's and PEACE! | | |
| Today at work was cool. I got this guy named Steven that I work with and he preaches at a lil church in Sallisaw. Well anyways, today we got to talking about the once saved always saved thing and it's pretty confusing. Some beleive that you can fall out of your faith, and others beleive you can get saved and go off and get drunk and purposely sin, and still be okay. If you did those things though, were you saved in the first place? And if you were saved in the first place can you fall out of your faith? I really don't know. I beleive once he calls you to be part of the church then your name is in the book and you're his child. From that day til the day he calls you home. This is Dustin DeSautell and this is preceptions from... Just playin, TTYL Peace out! | | |
| Well it's been a while since I've updated, so I figured I would today. Not a lot has happened, Brannon went back to school and I hate living at home. I gotta find another place, I thought living back at home would be good. I'd get to save money and I'd be closer to Cass. Well I was closer to Cass but that whole money saving thing didn't work out too good, with me losing/getting my wallet stolen ordeal. Hope everyone has a good rest of the summer. Oh, yeah! Cass is going to A-Town with me and we're going to Destin, Florida. YEA YEA! | | |
| Well softball got rained out for the second time today, because of rain. I think we have to play on Thursday and Friday, but it cant be on Saturday cuz we're off to... one, two, three, BIRMINGHAM! I cant wait, it's gonna be so sweet. I just thought I would chime in and see how everyone was doing, so far summers been good, hope you can say the same. TTYL PEACE out! | | |
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